I hear the shower calling
I'm sitting here thinking how much I would like to be outside. The sky is the color of Brad Pitt's eyes. From the window I can see Grace in her cage in the backyard. Her black kitty fur shines in the sunlight. She walks around the perimeter of the cage, rubbing against the poultry netting. I wish I could let her run loose. The world is too dangerous. At least she can get some fresh air and sunshine for a few hours. She catches my eye and we stare at one another for a few moments.
I can leave the house, but I can't go far today. My ghetto car is broken down. If I could go somewhere - I would go to the french bakery and buy some chocolate eclairs..ummmmm!
I ran into my ex at the grocery store Friday. Wow, was that uncomfortable. I hadn't seen him since 2000. He looked tired and skinnier than I remembered. He said he missed me. He asked why I hadn't come by to see him. Well, gee, I guess that would be because I'm...... MARRIED! All the bad feelings came back. Icky, sad memories. I do feel sorry for him. He asked for a hug. I gave him one.
Standing in the checkout line, I turned to see him several aisles down. He looked at me and then quickly away. He gave it that 'I'm lost' look. Enough said. I hear the shower calling me.
2-12-03@10:24 a.m.