Winter of discontent
I feel like a big disappointment. Oh, great!.....there she goes again feeling sorrryyyyy for herself! Why is it so hard to change? I ask you.......why?
It really sux that I'm so apathetic. I couldn't care less if I ever leave the house again. Really....what's the point? There ain't no sunshine! And there hasn't been since Feb. 10th.
And what about the cold. Will this winter of my discontent ever end? Too many questions and no answers. I try to be strong for others, but inside I'm just a bowl of jello. Orange jello.
I have done some nice things.....ok, one. I have sent little cards to pple. To cheer them up. They are very grateful.
It doesn't seem to be enough though. I want my life back. I hate having stupid fibromyalgia!!!!! Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate Hate IT!!!!!!
3-1-03@10:49 p.m.